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badz's spaceWith all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams...it still is a beautiful world. 10月11日 it's been a whilegot nothing to do so i'm blogging.
i hope no one dares to visit my space.
i'm just to lonely i could die.
but life goes on...
i'm herei just thought i'd visit my space today...
uhmm...ahmmm...nothing's changed except for the cobwebs that's now filling my blog.
oh well, sorry to abandon you that long.
but i'm back. ...with a vengeance...
 hehe...
10月31日 ordinary peopleGirl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon Past the infatuation phase Right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue everyday I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes And we both still got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll It gets more confusing everyday Sometimes it's heaven sent Then we head back to hell again We kiss then we make up on the way I hang up you call
We rise and we fall And we feel like just walking away As our love advances We take second chances Though it's not a fantasy I Still want you to stay Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn Maybe we'll crash and burn Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return Maybe another fight Maybe we won't survive But maybe we'll grow We never know baby yoand I We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow This time we'll take it slow 10月14日 Deep and MeaninglessI, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch You, you left me feeling high and dry With nothing, nothing but the question why Yeah you, I guess you had another direction And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection If you call me today I'll say that I'm fine But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice It's just a lie You knew what you had You still walked away leaving me in this mess My love for you is deep and meaningless You, you knew what you were doing to me And I, I guess I was too blind to see Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad But I'd do it again to relive what we had (Damn that's sad) There are many things left to remind me Of a love that I just can't leave behind me ------------------- nice song...says everything my heart wants to say...
first blog from Etelafter barely a month, i'm glad i was able to blog again. :) im working in another call center now. im blogging from a game room. coz i'm no longer allowed to browse or chat on my workstation, where i'm only allowed to use outlook for my email. that's one of the downsides of being separated from sykes...no more unlimited browsing...no more IM's...and so on and so forth... i feel so sad and ALONE...i feel like i'm doomed...or maybe i'm worse. i have sacrificed too much just to get this job... too much = like my friendship with knought nonot, i just want to let u know how much i really miss u. i hope that you'll forgive me for being selfish...and for making bad decisions. thanks for being there for me...
9月9日 fix youWhen you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you cannot replace When you love someone but it goes to waste COULD IT BE WORSE? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I ********************************************
orange and lemonsHeaven knows (this angel has flown away)
There are times
When i'm lyin' in my bed How i bellow and cry from this stupid get And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day Almost rubbed-out, swelling As i keep on Diggin' my face In these cold hands of mine Heaven knows how embittered i am 'Cause this angel has flown away from me Leaving me in drunken misery I should have clipped her wings And made her mine For all eternity Now this angel has flown away from me I thought i had the strength to set her free I did what i did Because i love her so Will she ever find her way Back home to me I'm so tired I feel like catching forty-winks Being up all night in this elbow-room That puts me in a trance Where hopes and dreams come true Now my lips are burning And my eyes are hurting From these fumes i make Still i light another cigarette Just to pass my time Oh, heaven knows how embittered i am ********************************* *they played at the MSN party last monday...together with cueshe' i like 'em better than cueshe'. they're so cool man.... the party was a blast! i'll post our pics next time...
8月31日 threading on murky waters...today might be my last day in Sykes...
it's still pending though.
who knows Rafi might be able to convince F to let us back.
But why do i have this strong feeling that tomorrow i'll be richer and jobless at the same time?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eric will be flying to US tom.
Goodluck.
I hope to see you again.
Remember:
"You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose the sight of the shore, Because only those who risk can tell how far they can go" @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
i got nothing else to say but it's really sad to fill the empty spaces left by my IAPP and Helpdesk friends.
8月26日 here's to you...My friend was so in despair last night because of a problem with his gf. It was kinda complicated for me to elaborate though… But here’s something I wanna tell him. And I hope he listens to me.
"Dear, it pains me to see you like that. But here’s what I wanna tell you. Will you be happy at the expense of other people? Let’s say she chooses you and you’re finally together, You think magiging masaya kayo? Maybe ikaw yes, coz ginawa mo na yan before. L (Why are you so used to doing that? L ) …But will she be happy knowing that the other guy is sufferring? I bet this guy didn’t do anything ill to her. Nakalimutan mo na ba na I was in that same situation before? Un nga lang, then, I was in the place of this "other guy" na iiwan ng gf mo. I hope you realize that. Love is never selfish and Love should set you free. And what’s happenning to you now? U can’t sleep thinking why she didn’t call or tex you as promised. And U understand that things are really meant to be that way?! There are some loves that are not meant to be and I want you to understand that. And there’s karma. We don’t always get what we deserve in this life. But there’s life after. I’m still here. D pa din kita iniiwan. I wish I was free then when you proposed your love to me. Pero hindi. And I wish you’re free when I am. Pero hindi din. But I can still be here for you. I can still love you even if we’re not together. And you have the same love for me I know.
Lastly, love is something you shouldn’t bargain or beg for. It should always be given freely.
I care so much about you and i always will."
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